I may have destroyed a budding friendship yesterday. It’s hard to know. I was depressed and frustrated by life events and ended up behaving in a way unbecoming of both a friend and a professional. My new found friend did not deserve the treatment I gave him.
You know those commercials that say depression hurts everyone? They’re true. Depressed people hurt people. It’s what we do. Trouble is, that knowledge only makes me more more depressed. I guess they have a product to sell.
I’m a jerk. I suck.
Sorry Ben. If I could fix it, I would.